NOTE: (1) and almost everything above (2) are quotes from the X-Men 2 Nightcrawler Prequel written by Chuck Austen. I normally wouldn’t have used so much, but I’ve really been in a rush to get this done. It’s only snatches from the middle that I had scribbled out on various bits of paper. So, if the story sounds rushed and choppy and not as smooth and cohesive as it might be, that’s why. I’m typing my fingers off as fast as the words pop into my head—watch the smoke! POOF! (P.S. If I have time sometime I’ll probably go back and try to fix this story up later (think of it as a sloppy first draft written just to get the idea out on paper), so if anyone has any critiques to offer please offer them!!!! If it really, really stinks, I can always delete it and try again some other time!)
Scars
by Rowena
PROLOGUE
“Hello, God.
I know you know I’ve never had much faith in you…or even believed you existed, at times. But when people are at their most desperate they still manage to turn to you, don’t they?
And I am at my most desperate.
So I beg of you, Lord…if you are up there, and if you have any compassion for those who are truly deserving…please take care of Kurt Wagner... (1)
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STORY
Kurt Wagner shot up in bed, sweat trickling down the sides of his scarred face. Another memory…it had to be…. Kurt squeezed his eyes closed, his hand pressed against his forehead as he clutched his hair between his fingers. The images had been so real, so vivid—!
Five men at a poker game…one had just gotten up to pour himself a cup of coffee… The oldest man was speaking…Kurt could just hear him, his voice tinny as though it was being filtered through a speaker…
“Gentlemen, you picked a bad day to invite me into your game…” he said, slapping his cards on the table. “Four aces.” He laughed—a cold, arrogant sound. The other players just groaned…
Kurt shook his head fiercely, fighting to keep the images at bay. “NO!” he cried, his breath coming in quick, panicked gasps. “No, no, stop it! I don’t want to see this again! I—I can’t—“
But it was no use. The terrible dream was repeating itself in his waking mind—and there was no way to make it stop…
The older man was scooping up his winnings now, a malicious smirk twisting his hard features. ““It’s hard to imagine this day getting any better…”
BAMF!
The man’s nose wrinkled in disgust. “What’s that stink?” He looked around—
The florescent lights glinted off Kurt’s knife. He could see his face reflected in its long, serrated blade—his golden eyes pale, his pupils like pinpoints… Somewhere, somewhere deep within his clouded mind, he could hear himself screaming, pleading, begging for his fingers to open, for his hand to drop the knife.
But Kurt’s was no longer the mind in control…
SCHLUCK!
The man didn’t even have a chance to react. Kurt’s arm had moved that quickly. One moment, the guard was sitting there, breathing, alive… The next…
“God…oh, oh…oh, God,” Kurt sobbed brokenly into his hands, the hot tears seeping into his sheets to form spreading dots of wetness. “”Oh, God I—how could I---“
Another memory burst open behind his reddened eyes, bright and raw and painful. Kurt was kneeling on burning asphalt, his trembling arms struggling to keep him from collapsing completely against the stairs. His face was a swollen mess, blood dripped from his nose. And a voice was speaking…a voice Kurt recognized at once. The voice of William Stryker…
“Are you capable of killing?”
Kurt did a double-take, wiping the blood from his chin with the back of his hand. When he spoke, his voice was slurred—his split lip had already swollen to three times its usual size. “Am I—am I what? I don’t understand what you’re asking me.”
“With your mutant abilities. The teleportation, the agility, and whatever else you can do…are you capable of killing, say, from a long distance away?”
Even given where he was, even given the savage beating he had just endured, his captor’s question still managed to startle the young mutant. He stared at Stryker in disgusted disbelief—but Stryker simply stared back, the cold, flat look of his pale eyes chilling Kurt to the core.
“No—what are you talking about?” Kurt frowned as best he could. “That would be against God.”
“Against whose God?” Stryker queried. His tone was eerily light, as if he thought he was engaging in a normal, hypothetical debate. “More people kill in the name of God than for any other reason on this godforsaken planet.”
Kurt shook his head, his heart filling with sadness for this cruel, embittered man. “The only thing forsaken by God will be those who kill in His name,” he said simply, his golden eyes distant. “My God is capable of nothing but love.”
He looked up at Stryker then, an incongruous feeling of compassion chasing the terror from his heart. “My God even loves people like you,” he said…
Kurt shuddered deeply and leapt off his bed, pacing the room like a madman. His mind was spinning out of control. Stryker’s smooth voice seemed to be everywhere—filtering through the closet door, echoing from the ceiling, mocking him through the circus posters that papered the bedroom’s walls.
“…poor, hideous, God-loving Kurt Wagner…” (2)
“Stop it, stop it, STOP!!!”
He screamed the words in English and in German, completely oblivious to the sleeping mansion inhabitants. He had been living with the X-Men for over four months, now, and the nightmares were only getting worse. His memories were sporadic, unpredictable, and the solemn atmosphere that permeated the mansion did nothing to help.
Xavier’s X-Men were in mourning. A beloved member of their team had sacrificed her life to save them when Stryker’s base at Alkali Lake was destroyed—and Stryker himself along with it. Ever since, life at the mansion had been under a pall. Scott had withdrawn into himself, becoming churlish and distant from his friends. He had barely spoken two words to Kurt since his arrival, and he had yet to get Kurt’s name right. Logan, too, had been deeply affected. He would disappear for weeks at a time, and when he was around his contemptuous attitude towards the blue German made it very difficult to start a conversation. The death of her best friend had devastated Ororo, who had consequently become more aloof than ever, throwing herself into her work to such a degree she had little time for anything—or anyone—else. As for the Professor, like Scott, he blamed himself for the death of his favorite student. He had assured Kurt his door was always open should he need to talk, but nothing about his gloomy attitude made Kurt feel comfortable doing so. All this pretty much left Kurt alone, the isolated, creepy-looking newcomer, forced to deal with his worsening night terrors on his own.
Kurt stopped his pacing abruptly, and took a deep breath, struggling to clear his racing mind. He had to get out of this building, away from any reminders of Alkali Lake and the world of violence, hatred, and murder that went with it. Striding to his window, he focused on the mansion’s distant gates and teleported. Once in the street, he ran, his lithe indigo form blending into the shadows of the night.
*******
Even near midnight, New York City was a bustling place. Many shows and concerts were only just getting out, and streams of people were flocking to and from a variety of nightclubs.
Kurt crouched on the roof of St. Patrick’s Cathedral, his chin propped on his fist. The air up here was cool, but not cold. The breeze soothed his heart as watching all the people walking about so far below soothed his suffering mind.
Kurt had just turned his wandering gaze to Rockefeller Center, where one of the densest crowds were gathered, when the peace of the night was shattered by a sudden burst of flame rising up from the building’s roof. The flame formed itself into four enormous horses, which rose up on their hind legs with a horrific roar.
At first, Kurt was taken off guard, but he soon realized those flames had to be in the control of Pyro, one of Xavier’s former students who had run off to join Magneto’s Brotherhood. From what Kurt could understand, Xavier and Magneto had once been friends, before their differing life philosophies had split them apart. They were now bitter enemies, although, as Kurt saw it, both groups basically acted as vigilantes, without the official backing of the law. Magneto’s group, however, leaned more towards outright terrorism while the X-Men’s main job seemed to be stopping them. In any case, the hostility between the X-Men and the Brotherhood didn’t really concern him right now. He was more worried about the innocent people down there, unwittingly caught in the middle of somebody else’s war. As a man of conscience and high moral principles, Kurt felt compelled to offer them whatever help he could.
The screaming crowd had begun to scatter as soon as the deadly horses first reared their flaming heads, but Kurt could see a small group was trapped against the wall, in danger of being trampled to death by the terrified mob. Focusing solely on them, Kurt teleported at once to their side.
It turned out there were three of them--a family dressed in their best clothes. Kurt gasped in surprise as he realized he recognized them as Senator Kelly and his wife and their teenaged daughter. The Kellys, in turn, gasped in alarm at Kurt’s sudden and unexpected appearance.
“You!” Kelly exclaimed, looking suddenly angry. “Get away from here! Just what are you trying to do?”
“You seemed to be in trouble, Senator,” Kurt said as politely as he could, given their precarious situation. “I will take you and your family to safety.”
“Oh my God!” Mrs. Kelly gasped in horror. “It’s that monster from the news! The one who attacked the President!”
Kurt set his jaw, hurt and annoyed by her reaction. “I promise I will not hurt you,” he said, ignoring her disgusted shriek as he twined his long tail around her waist and grabbed both Senator Kelly and his daughter by the shoulder. “But I must get you away from this place.”
His view of the cathedral was obscured by the rush of people, but Kurt could picture the inside of the spire in his mind. Drawing on all his energy, he teleported them there, far from harm’s way.
“Oh, oh God!” Mrs. Kelly cried as soon as she saw where they were. “Oh, God we’ve been kidnapped! Oh, God we’re hostages!”
“Nein!” Kurt exclaimed. “Nein, I did not kidnap you!”
“Then why did you bring us here?” the Kellys’ trembling daughter asked, her eyes wide with fear. “What are you going to do?”
Kurt stared at her for a moment, deeply hurt by her reaction and starting to get rather angry. The Kellys’ fear of him, added to his horrific, re-emerging memories of being a kidnap victim himself, was too much for him to take just then. Turning on his heel, he stalked to the window, folding his arms tightly across his chest.
“I have had enough!” he cried. “I am sick of being misinterpreted! I am fed up with the constant violence and hatred between mutants and humans and mutants and mutants! I just rescued you from one of the most dangerous of that Magneto person’s Brotherhood, and all you can do is sit there shivering and accuse me of kidnapping. Well, I am done. No more. If you want to go back out there and face Pyro, the door is just there, ja? As for me, I will be on the roof. If you will excuse me, bitte.”
“No, wait!”
Kurt frowned over his shoulder at the Senator. “Was?” he demanded, his tail lashing in agitation.
“Honey, don’t go over there,” the Senator’s wife hissed urgently—loud enough for Kurt’s pointed ears to pick up. “He’s a mutant! He’s dangerous!”
“Yeah, Dad,” their daughter said. “I mean, just look at him! He’s covered in scars! Only a real sicko would cut himself all over like that.”
“That’s enough,” the Senator frowned. “If he’s telling the truth, then that means we owe this man our lives. And if he’s not, we might be able to distract him long enough for the police to get here. Now, the both of you just keep quiet and let me handle this, OK?”
As he listened to this exchange, Kurt’s expression hardened and he shook his head. It seemed that ever since being kidnapped from his circus home by Stryker’s thugs, he had been surrounded by nothing but self-interest and two-faced duplicity. He had no interest in hearing what the Senator had to say. So, instead of waiting, he simply climbed out the window and up onto the roof. Pyro’s fire display was still raging below, but Kurt just turned his back in disgust. Pyro’s antics weren’t his concern. Besides, if he did try to stop him, the media would probably make it sound as if he had been working with the little pyromaniac. That’s certainly what the Kellys seemed to think!
A crescendoing chorus of wailing sirens told him the police and fire department had made it to the scene. Kurt knew the X-Men wouldn’t be far behind.
Hunching his shoulders, Kurt gave himself over to a wave of sudden homesickness. He wondered what his circus family was doing now. He wondered how his disappearance had affected them. The Incredible Nightcrawler was their star attraction, after all. Without him, the small circus really didn’t have much to set it apart. But he also wondered if he dared to go back after all that had happened to him.
“Erm, excuse me? Mr. Wagner? It is Mr. Wagner, isn’t it?”
Kurt sighed. It was the Senator again.
“Ja, that is right,” Kurt frowned at the pale, graying man—only to blink in surprise when he saw the Senator had somehow managed to climb up onto the roof himself!
“Mein Gott!” Kurt exclaimed in alarmed concern. “You should not be up here, mein Herr! Bitte, let me jaunt you back—“
“No, don’t bother,” the Senator interrupted, his smile kind but his eyes unnervingly sharp. “I don’t have a problem with heights. What I’m interested in is you.”
Kurt looked wary. “Me?”
“I’m curious about you,” Kelly smiled, and his eyes suddenly flickered yellow. Kurt gaped.
“You—“ he stammered, “But you can’t be! Why would you take the form of the Senator Kelly?”
Kelly’s smile twisted into a smirk as his pale, pouchy features morphed into the lithe, indigo form of the scaled shapeshifting terrorist, Mystique.
“There is no Senator Kelly,” she told the gawping young mutant. “At least, not anymore. The real Senator Kelly died months ago in—let us call it a freak accident of nature. His position in Congress, however, has been incredibly useful to me of late.”
“Then his family…” Kurt said, suddenly concerned. “What happened to—“
“Oh, they’re safe enough,” Mystique shrugged. “I put them in a cab before coming back up here. Your little ‘rescue’ stunt really messed things up tonight, you know.”
“How do you mean?” Kurt frowned.
“I have grown very tired of playing the part of the good Senator,” Mystique said bluntly, “and, frankly, his wife is a shrew and his daughter is a pampered little brat. Pyro’s little stunt tonight was part of a very carefully laid plan to allow me to finally rid myself of this irksome Kelly persona. And you ruined it.”
Kurt stared at the scaled metamorph for a very long time. Then, he closed his eyes, suddenly incredibly tired.
“I give up,” he said. “I can’t do anything right here. I try to do what is right, but it always ends up looking wrong! I want to go back home!”
“Back to Xavier?” Mystique smirked.
“Nein!” Kurt snapped, surprised at his own vehemence. Mystique’s smirk broadened.
“I see. Not so much fun there now that their perfect little Jean is dead. I expect they overlooked you. Spoke kindly but acted coldly, is that it?”
Kurt just scowled, unwilling to speak ill of his friends. The X-Men had taken him in, given him food and shelter and company when he’d been at the point of giving up. And for a time, they’d also given him a purpose. But now, after all he’d seen and experienced, Xavier’s Dream of a perfect future where humans and mutants could live together in peace was starting to ring a bit hollow. He longed for the peace and simplicity of the life he had known back with his family at the Munich Circus.
Mystique noted the sadness in his eyes with a sly tilt of her head. “What do you think of Charles and his X-Men?” she inquired. “I notice they still haven’t given you one of their cute little uniforms. Or did you leave it at the cleaner’s tonight?”
“They offered,” Kurt frowned. “I did not accept. I told them I am still debating whether to join their team.”
“I think you’ve already made up your mind,” Mystique smirked.
Kurt looked up at her, his frown deepening. Mystique’s golden eyes flickered with amusement. “Oh yes,” she said. “I’ve done a great deal of reading up on you.”
“Just because you read a few files on me doesn’t mean you know me,” Kurt said. “Though, you are right. I do not wish to join the X-Men. They have noble goals…but I am uneasy with their methods. I am not comfortable with all this hiding and secrecy. And I certainly will not disguise myself in public as they seem to wish. They tried to give me this device, once, that would make me appear as a normal human. But I would not accept it.”
“Why not?” Mystique asked, genuinely curious.
“Because of something you said, actually,” Kurt told her. “When I asked you why you choose to remain in your natural form rather than disguise yourself. You told me we shouldn’t have to. And you were right.”
Mystique looked somewhat taken off guard at that, but she quickly covered it up with her usual confident sneer. Kurt narrowed his eyes.
“Now I have a question for you,” he said. “Did you choose to imitate Senator Kelly because he voted against the Mutant Registration Act?”
Mystique snorted. “Are you kidding?” she scorned. “I was the one who voted against the act. The real Kelly was all for it—even despite the fact his own daughter is a mutant.”
Kurt started. “Was? She is?”
“Oh, yes,” Mystique nodded. “It’s a huge family secret. The girl has the ability to stretch her limbs. Hardly a big deal, but the Kellys treat this like it’s some debilitating disease, especially the girl’s snob of a mother. It’s disgusting.”
Kurt shook his head sadly. “And to think I admired Senator Kelly,” he said. “Though, I suppose it was you all along, ja?”
Mystique frowned. “What do you mean?”
“Well,” Kurt tried to explain, “Senator Kelly was the one man on the news who seemed to understand that being a mutant is not a choice. It is something that can happen to anyone, no matter who or where they are. He was the one who said no person should be penalized for what is really just a genetic quirk no one can control. He took a great political risk in taking such an unpopular stand, but that courage seemed to inspire others. Now, though, it is all just another sham…” He sighed deeply, turning his gaze to the stars to avoid seeing the flashing sirens and flickering firelight far below.
“Is that why you came to Kelly’s rescue?” Mystique prodded.
“Was?” Kurt shook his head. “Nein. I just saw some people in trouble, that is all.”
Mystique made a face. “How…altruistic of you,” she commented.
“Oh, no. My motives were quite selfish,” Kurt said, a little half-smile quirking at the edge of his mouth.
“How so?”
“I would not have been able to live with myself if I just sat here and let those people be killed. Not when I could do something to help them.”
Mystique stared at him, her golden eyes deep with an emotion Kurt could not place. “That is what makes you a hero, Kurt,” she said at last, her voice uncharacteristically sad. “But it also makes you incredibly stupid. You risk your life with no thought of reward. You don’t seem to understand that all those people down there would have felt perfectly justified in leaving the Kellys to die, as long as they were able to save their own necks.”
“Oh, I do understand that,” Kurt told her. “But I am not responsible for their actions. I am responsible for mine.”
“You are a foolish boy,” Mystique stated flatly. “But while we’re on the subject of taking responsibility for one’s actions, what is with those scars of yours? That kind of behavior seems uncharacteristically self-destructive for someone like you.”
Kurt closed his eyes, pained by the question. He considered not answering at first, but it had been so long since he’d had someone to really talk to, someone who truly seemed interested in him instead of what he could do… So, he told her the truth.
“The first time I found out about the scars was after the attack on the President,” Kurt said with great difficulty. “I had no memory of what had happened to me, and I had no idea where I was. But, for some reason, I just kept teleporting north until I reached Boston. I found an abandoned church there, and in the spire was a small room where I had apparently been living for some time, even though I couldn’t remember ever having been there before. That’s when I first saw the scars—in the broken mirror standing by the wall. I recognized them as angelic symbols, and somehow I knew that they had been put there for my sins. I just could not remember who had done it, or when, and this terrified me.
“It is just this week that I have started to remember more of what Stryker made me do while I was his captive. In—in one of the memories, there was a long, serrated knife… I found a knife just like it under the bed when I was in Boston. I think…I think after Stryker completed his brainwashing program, he must have let me go for a time. I must have found the church and used the knife to…to try to stop the pain. To stop myself remembering the terrible, terrible things Stryker had made me do…”
He trailed off, starting to feel sick at the mere mention of the gruesome memory. That soldier lying on the floor by the poker table, blood spurting from the gash in his neck…
Kurt shuddered and lowered his eyes, deeply horrified. Strangely enough, though, Mystique seemed to understand.
“You’re no murderer, Kurt,” she told him. “What Stryker made you do under control of that mind-altering serum had nothing to do with you. Those were his crimes. He is the one who will be held accountable in the next life.”
Kurt’s eyes widened. “You believe in the afterlife?” he asked.
“No,” Mystique stated. “But you do.”
Kurt raised an eyebrow, but didn’t comment. Just then, though, out of the clear, starry sky, came a sudden flash of lightening. Kurt and Mystique looked around, only to spot Storm hovering above Rockefeller Center. Rain was pouring down on Pyro’s fire creatures, shrinking them down in a cloud of black smoke.
“Ach, the X-Men have arrived,” Kurt said. “I should get you out of here before we are noticed, ja?”
Mystique nodded once, then pointed down the still-busy street. “See that building just there?” she said. “That’s the hotel where the Kellys are staying. Since, thanks to you, I’ll have to keep playing the good Senator for a while, you’d best take me there.”
While Kurt prepared himself for the long teleport, Mystique took the opportunity to really get a good look at the young man. She knew he was unaware of who she really was. She also knew she would never reveal their true relationship. There was no way she would risk anyone finding out she was old enough to have a son his age. The continued success of far too many of her personas depended on keeping up the illusion that she was young, beautiful, and carefree. Even so, at this moment, she had to admit she was tempted to tell him. She could feel the words on her tongue—Kurt, I am your mother—but in her heart she knew that would only make things more difficult in the long run. She needed to remain unattached. That’s why she had abandoned him as an infant in the first place. Besides, this was hardly the time or place to start a meaningful relationship with the boy. Although, it did please her to know he would probably be leaving Xavier’s soon. She was loathe to admit it, but it had pained her to think that she and her only child would be destined to fight on opposite sides.
Unaware of her thoughts, Kurt gingerly reached out to touch Mystique’s scaly shoulder. “Erm, ready?” he asked, clearly uncomfortable touching a completely nude woman—even if her strategically placed scales made sure nothing indecent really showed.
Mystique smirked at his hand on her shoulder, and stepped closer, wrapping her startled son in a tight embrace.
“Ready,” she said, morphing quickly back into her Senator Kelly persona.
BAMF!
*******
The Kellys were anxiously waiting in the lobby when Kurt and Mystique appeared in a BAMF of sulfurous smoke. Mrs. Kelly shrieked in alarm, but Mystique/Senator Kelly somehow managed to quiet her with a glare.
“I have talked at length with this young man, and I can assure you he is no criminal,” the “Senator” stated firmly. “His name is Kurt Wagner, and the both of you owe him an apology, and a thank you.”
Kurt winced a little. “Bitte, mein Herr, that is not necessary…” he said, but Kelly was insistent.
“I’m going to make your case a top priority, my son,” Kelly went on, his sharp eyes allowing no argument. “I’ll see you’re returned to your circus where you belong, and with your reputation fully restored.”
Mrs. Kelly looked somewhat sick. “Oh, but sweetie, are you sure…” she said, an expertly manicured hand pressed to her chest. “Championing a…a creature such as this—and you’re already so outspoken… Think of your constituents…!”
“This man is an innocent victim of Stryker’s experiments,” Kelly frowned pointedly. “It is my duty as a representative of the people to make certain full restitution is made. And I think the voters would agree with me.”
Kelly’s daughter nodded, but his wife’s expression still looked uncomfortably pinched. Kurt just stood there, taken aback.
“But—but why…?” he started.
“Consider it repayment of my debt to you,” Kelly said, his eyes flashing gold for just the briefest moment. Kurt blinked, but he knew better than to say anything more. Instead, he just nodded.
“So it’s settled, then!” Kelly grinned. “Don’t you worry, son. We’ll have you back home with your circus within a month. And that’s a promise from Senator Kelly.”
*******
EPILOGUE
“Hello, God.
I know you know I’ve never had much faith in you…or even believed you existed, at times. But when people are at their most desperate they still manage to turn to you, don’t they?
And I am at my most desperate.
So I beg of you, Lord…if you are up there, and if you have any compassion for those who are truly deserving…please take care of Kurt Wagner.
I miss him so much more than I ever thought I would… I just hope—someday—I get the chance to tell him…” (see 1)
Amanda Szardos jumped to her feet at the sudden sound of soft footsteps echoing down the aisle of the small church. She self-consciously brought a hand to her hair, embarrassed to be found in this place…
“Amanda?”
Amanda frowned, squinting at the newcomer. He was dressed in a long coat with a deep hood, but his voice sounded so familiar…
“Who’s there?” she asked, her heart feeling tight in her chest. “Who are you?”
“Amanda, it’s me,” the man said, taking a few, hesitant steps forward. “I’m back.”
“…Kurt…”
It was little more than a choked whisper, but it was all Amanda could manage. Her eyes welled with tears as she pressed her hands over her pounding heart, still unable to believe he was really there—that her foster brother had really returned home…
“Yeah,” Kurt nodded, a little bashfully. “I’m so sorry, Amanda. I wanted to write you, but—“
“KURT!”
Kurt found his attempted apology suddenly cut off by a flying tackle as Amanda rammed straight into his arms. “Kurt, it’s really you! You’re alive!”
Kurt stiffened in surprise, then melted into her embrace, all his feelings for her flooding back in a rush of dizzying emotion. Before he knew it, they were both crying. It was a long time before either of them could speak.
“Oh, Kurt, I’m so sorry,” Amanda sobbed into his shoulder. “I know you ran away because of me. I knew how you felt about me but I—I just—I was scared and—and then you were captured by that awful Stryker and… Oh, Kurt it was all my fault! If I’d only had the guts to tell you how much I love you, none of this would ever have happened!“
“No, Amanda!” Kurt exclaimed, startled that she would feel that way. “It’s not your fault! Stryker was tracking me for weeks before—believe me, I saw the records. If they didn’t take me then, they would have grabbed me another time. So, even if you had told me you loved me, it wouldn’t have made—wait a minute…”
Kurt backtracked that last sentence in his mind. “Did you… Amanda, did you just say that you lo—lov—“
“I love you,” Amanda smiled, blinking up at him through her tears. “And I don’t care about those scars,” she said, pulling back his hood so she could see his golden eyes. “I’m just so happy to have you back home!”
Squeezing the stuffing out of him once again, Amanda leaned in to plant a tender kiss first on his scarred cheek, then on his lips. Kurt’s eyes widened, then drifted closed in blissful joy. Feeling Amanda in his arms was truly a dream come true. While it was a fact that the scars of the past year would remain with him for the rest of his life, it was also true that this was the first time since before his capture that he had felt whole. There was no doubt in his mind. Here with his circus family was the only place he truly belonged.
THE END
And that’s why Kurt left the X-Men, scribbled out in less than seven hours! Pant…pant…pant…. tired… MUST get to bed now! Good night/morning!
[Edited on 3/7/06 by Rowena]
Being alone in a world filled with people is a horrible feeling